This is a set I never posted publicly. This set has a history. You may know me for being busty. But there was a time when I was not. At the time I joined a silly website on a whim. This was back in the MySpace era. We did not have crowdsourcing websites. The idea was novel. I joined this website called MyFreeImplants. It was a website where women could set up profiles and men donated money for breast implants. You could message and chat with the men. You could also send them photos and content in exchange for donations. I thought it was a hilarious joke at the time. I never thought anything would come of it. I couldn't believe someone created this site. I stuck around the site for a bit. I didn't take it seriously at first. I was so amused by the concept that I got donations without too much effort. I simply communicated with the site members and exchanged photos. I couldn't believe it was happening. The idea of donating for breast implants was a novel and innovative idea at the time. 18 years ago, the internet was vastly different from what we have today. People crowdsource for a variety of things today. But then, this was an unheard of idea.

As luck would have it, website owners Jason and Jay posted that they needed women to make media appearances for MyFreeImplants. I just happened to be local to the places where they needed a spokesperson. I became an unofficial spokesperson by mistake. I did a bunch of interviews with media outlets such as RTL, lots of radio interviews in general, many Sirius radio interviews with the various stations. I also interviewed with Maxim, Cosmo, Playboy TV/Radio and tons of international outlets. I couldn't believe how many media companies were interested in this topic. I even represented MFI at events like Glamourcon and Adultcon. I would set up a booth for them. I was a promotional machine at the time. I believe going out and promoting MFI is also what put my modeling career on the next level. At the time, I traveled the world 15-20 days a month working. My shoots took me all over the place. I visited NYC, Florida, Chicago and Los Angeles often. I would make media appearances for MFI wherever I was. I gave MFI and myself promotional time. I think this combined effort helped my modeling career a lot. I got media exposure in areas a model wouldn't normally have. Being an early adopter of surgery donations was a relatively novel concept. Honestly, I found it quite novel. Having never thought it would happen, I just took the opportunity as it came my way.

One of my MFI hooks was my tubular breasts. I wasn't modeling nude or topless at the time. Tubular breasts are a fairly unique condition. Many women who get breast surgery want to fix issues like tubular breasts or unevenness. It isn't always about large breasts. For me, breast size wasn't even a factor. The shape needed to be improved. Part of the reason it took me a while to warm up to modeling nude and topless, is the fact I didn't much care for my tubular shaped breasts. I thought they were hideous. On this journey with MFI, however. I started becoming more comfortable with them. I was shocked that people found them attractive and wanted to see them. I personally found tubular breasts aesthetically unattractive and not desirable, and I wanted aesthetically pleasing breasts. Before this experience. I didn't want to show them. I think my tubular breast and modeling career sparked media interest in my story. It wasn't a typical, I just want to be a big boobed bimbo story. But someone looking to improve a physical defect. I felt at that time that I had become the spokesperson for MFI and tubular breasts. Which I had no idea I had tubular breasts, until I started arranging consultations with plastic surgeons. I went to many consultations before finding my surgeon. Having tubular breasts wasn't a matter of popping in some implants and boom! I had reconstruction surgery. Due to my tubular breasts, my nipples and chest were restricted. As a result, the surgeon had to carve out the space and adjust the placement of my nipples. My surgery would also require a lift.

After a few years on MFI, I raised $10,500 for my breast implants. Which I never thought would happen. I proceeded slow and steady. It took me a few years to raise money. Additionally, I was one of the more expensive breast surgeries. I wasn't just put in implants and done. I had reconstructive work done. As the tissue around my breast was restrictive when it developed, but I proved slow and steady to win the race. I also waited until I was 25 to get surgery. That was part of the delay. Many people wanted me to get surgery much sooner. But it was advised that I wait until I was 25 because some women will experience unexpected breast changes, as humans can still have physical development until 25. One surgeon I had a consultation with stated that breast surgery done before 21 is unethical.

This set was shot before my surgery in 2009. I wanted to document the process for my followers on MFI. I do not think I have shared these photos publicly. At the time I share them only with the people who donated. I felt it was only right that they saw the whole process. I appreciated that they wanted to help me improve myself. What I find remarkable is that I still have donors who found me through my MFI experience who follow me to this day. Many of my members come from that era. That is amazing. This was shot in November 2009. My surgeon was Dr. Robert Rey of Beverly Hills, CA. His office was just around the corner from my condo. Next week, I will post the results and explain what was done.

I know it is funny, me posting about my boobs. Due to the fact that my surgery was completed, I tend to maintain a very low profile about it. But I was a different person then. I was in my early 20's. My journey is worth sharing, so I figured why not? I felt once I had surgery, fanfair was useless. What is funny is that I actually dislike people asking me about my breasts. If they are real. My view is low-key. If you can see them, they must exist. I am polite when people ask. But once the surgery was completed I felt that part of my journey was over. Let's move on to other things.

As a side note, I would like to mention MyFreeImplants. I used the site between 2005 and 2011. However, Jay and Jason sold the site after my surgery. I haven't been active since the site was sold. I do not know the new owners. I figured some people would ask me about it. I would have stayed active and I know many of my donors would have too. But the site wasn't the same site after the sale. There have been rumors about the current owners' business ethics. I'm not sure how true this is. This is simply second-hand information. But the newly appointed owners redesigned the site. They took the hall of fame down. They basically changed what made the community fun, the social aspect. It seems to be more money-driven than it used to be in the past. Which has chased most of the original donors and beneficiaries off the site. It will never be the same site as Jason and Jay's. Jason and Jay were good people. The latest and greatest isn't always better. I wish they kept the old concept.